help me please:)

so. because facebook is no longer stimulating to me, i now spend my many hours on blog stalking... and remaking my blog (if you haven't already noticed my redesigning for the tenth time)
but i have a problem and i need your help with it.
i can not for the life of me think of a good name for my blog.
this is hard for me!!! a quick, nice, funny, personal title for my blog... everyone else i know has a great title for their blog,
so everyone else i know... you should use your amazing brain power to think up a title for my blog.
you are the best:)
leave that title in this comment box.

over and out.

a dream i could only wish upon.

for almost anybody i know, well who blogs for that matter... follows, or has at least heard about megan's blog. it's almost a duh kind of a thing in my small community.
i was looking at the people she follows, everyone i follow, she follows. no joke.
my dream is to one day be so great at writing in this place that even megan her self follows my blog.
and that she actually follows what i write here, not just pushes the follow button and when she gets to the dashboard, ignores whenever she sees i have posted something... no actually read it.
but this is only a dream i can wish upon.
maybe i will get better at writing? one can only hope ha

oh p.s. the person who said he didn't want me to write wrote me back...
maybe my writing is getting better, i persuaded him to write me, so maybe in due time i can get megan to follow me :)

yay prizes

you should look/follow this blog.
i am in love with it... aka the girl who writes this blog.
crazy thing is i went to high school with this lovely girl and never knew her...
i wish i would have.
she is great, and a great writer.
so check it out here.
i love this blog so much, when i go to get a new tab on my mac computer, this blog is one of the little boxes it shows me to choose from.... that is how much i love this blog.
choose me please :)

the things i think about at 3:07 am

where to even begin.
today was a good day, alot of good things happened to me.
-turned in final for english (can't decide if good or bad yet...)
-devoured an enormous amount of my favorite cupcakes
-had my last class for this semester

yes all good, i also did not cry today, i am going through one of my favorite phases right now. it's called cry everyday phase. but today i did not cry, at least not yet that is.

also, i think i may have a crush on this boy? man? human thing that is of the oposite gender of me.... he is in my ward and idk i just get all giggly when i think about him, now the next step is talking to him.

i like movies alot. just got done watching the evening, it is a great show, i would recomend it.

which reminds me, harry potter, i can not wait for it to come out... but at the same time i can cause once this last one ends, the magic will fade a bit.

i am obssessed with cycling classes, granted i have only been twice. and both times i thought i was going to die on that bike... but that is why i love them so much, cycling classes get me to that i want to die exercise mode, that is where i burn the calories :)

i miss getting texts from a boy. i can't say his name or else i will cry, remember the phase.

and that is for shiz exactly what i am thinking, when i am thinking it, exactly how i am thinking it. i hope you enjoyed it.
over and out

random thoughts... again

so my brain is scattered all over the place lately, some pretty big things have been happening.
finals are coming up... if you blog stalk anybody you  will have heard about the stresses of finals many times so i will not bore you.
curtis is leaving, or left already... idk he didn't really talk to me much these past few days.that has been, lets just say hard.

a good thing... me and my lovely father went to the local pg rec and attended a cycling class, it kicked our trashes. but it sparked what i have been trying to spark for the past like year so i am now in love with cycling classes :) we are going again tonight.

life is good for a few min, then horrible for a few min... if you remember how it felt to graduate, and you realized that the high school part of your life was for real over, and the feelings that came with it... don't worry i am feeling those feelings with the whole curtis thing.... it is an adjustment he has easily made so i should be able to adjust with ease too right?
lets hope so.

i could plan my wedding tonight from all these links.

this isn't really for anyone to actually read, it's mainly for me so i can stalk these cites at a later date :)

CUTEST old married couple, as well as a ton of uber cute wedding videos!!!

adorable baby shower ideas ever, and some great pictures.

the best place to find basically everything you need for a wedding... besides the boy that is :)

pretty sure there is more cites out there that are great... can not wait to find them :)
oh thanks liss for showing me these haha

doesn't it look like oso is just about to talk to you?

yup. i thought so too :)

i am seriously satisfied right now!!!

did i just sign up for fall semester at the good ol' uvu? yes.
my schedule goes like this:

monday wed friday:

10:00-10:50-environmental management
11:00-11:50- fitness for life
12:00-12:50-marriage and family relations
1:00-1:50-math

tuesday thursday:
9:00-9:50-aerobics (ya!!! i got in the class!!)
10:00-10:50- ''power'' yoga
11:00-12:50- PAINTING
1:00-1:50-math

can i just say this may be the best schedule i have ever had in my life for classes!!! my dream is coming true, i will have a class dedicated to painting, specifically oil painting which i have ALWAYS wanted to learn!!! as well as marriage and family relations class, which i hear is just the greatest class ever!
and to add two great cherries on top of all this greatness, i got into both yoga and aerobics, which i hear they are hard to get into... i am a happy girl.
and excited for this next semester!!!

me with a camera? ha not too sure about i...

my very first picture taken

first sign of spring!!!

a nice soft sunset

flowers my brother gave to my mother, i love yellow.

the classic, blooming flower with snow on it

if you would have asked me how i was doing exactly twenty four hours ago, i would tell i am good at all... i miss my friends and one of my closest friends doesn't want to spend his limited time with me...  and i want to go to this concert but there will be boys there that i never want to see again.
aka in my little brain my world was having a semi baby crash/melt down, but then some things happened.
-my favorite pizza and a great news paper
-the best gilato ever made
-the movie hanna with my brother with tons of treats
-no work, need i say more for that?
-the best talks with kylie and amanda

and now i think about it, why would i care if a boy doesn't want to see me anymore or if i will have to face a boy i never want to see again?...
i have the most amazing friends anyone could ever ask for!!!!!!
after everytime i spend time with any of my friends, when i get home, i always ask heavenly father why me? why did i get so blessed to get friends that will always lift me up, or help me make the right choices when i may not want to.

and when i think that certain day will be the worst day i've ever had, heavenly father always brings my friends to me and has them comfort me, or make me laugh, or almost always both...

that's why my friends are the best. because whether they know it or not, they are listening to heavenly father saying go be with sara... so they do, they drive up from the edges of the state, they come over at a random hour of the day, they do whatever they need so they are here right when i need them. right when i need them.    even when they didn't know i was having a horrible day, they still come and save my brain when it has those baby melt downs so it never fully melts :)

while i was wasting time.

so here i find myself, in the uvu library again... pretty sure i spend more time here then my home lately.
i should be working on my paper, but i am just not uber motivated to do it right now. so instead i went photoblog stalking. and i stumbled upon this cite
look at it now. please. i would've stolen some pictures for this blog, but it wouldn't let me :(
this blog is super sweet cause it shows the original shot as well as the finished, photoshopped picture! it really is super sweet, and the black and white photos... supberb, especially the ones of people.

so go look now. at least at a few of the shots.
over and out

frustration

so i have been trying to look on the positive side of things lately, but i need a moment to let out what i have been holding inside me!!!!

i. am. so. frustrated. that i don't feel like someone who is supposed to support and give me comfort is really the person who is giving me the most heart ache...

i am so frustrated that i have this battle with food, and that none of my friends can really honestly understand me when i try to explain that...

i am so frustrated when i am trying my very hardest to do my school work so i can spend time with one of my best friends, and he opts out and uses the excuse that he is just too tired...

i am frustrated because loosing weight takes about a year before it really makes a difference...

i am frustrated because i am the only one in my family that believes that a relationship takes a long time to build, and that getting married quick isn't the best way to go. sure certain situations are different... but that is what i think and feel...

i am so frustrated whenever i see an attractive man (which somehow is every two seconds at school) because i know that they never notice me, and i fear that they never will...

with all these frustrations it's hard to see where i can go for a bit of peace and happiness, even at the temple i find myself getting frustrated at random things i probably shouldn't... but then i remember two simple ways i know i can get that peace,
prayer and scriptures.

because no matter how crummy my life is, or when my brain is only full of horrible self manipulating thoughts... when i pull out my scriptures and read them, those bad thoughts are always switched to good ones. and when i pray, i always feel a bit more love that heavenly father has for me...
and i remember to not fret about those frustrating things, because in the eternal perspective, they are all little things.

reading break

i am in the library... taking a five min break from reading all my research. and of course i am intrigued by a man sitting near me...
he is so intriguing because of what is around him, shows quite a bit about him, or at least i think it may.

example a-he has a nice high tec phone, along with a brand name backpack, etnies, as well as brand name clothing... he most likely has more money then your average college person.
-note, i can figure that it isn't his parents money he is spending because he looks older, mid or late twenties. also he is rather tired, which leads me to think he works quite a bit... because it's either that, or he stays out late partying. since he is older it doesn't seem like he could be a partier.

example b- he is a rather attractive man (yes man, not boy:) and has great style, it's very chill. nothing special... to me it looks like he buys clothing that he likes, not because it is in style. but probably anything would look good on him.      you may be thinking, so what is so intriguing about that sara?... he has a book lying on the ground, and the title of the book is-  the optimistic... blank... it's covered by some type of cd case.
most books i have seen with optimistic in the title, have to do with being optimistic, which leads me to think... that he needs help with being optimistic.

why would a man with money, and is an honestly attractive man need a book to help him be optimistic?
interesting right?... there are alot more things i could go into about him... but my five min of break time is up.
over and out.

oh p.s. if you are wondering if he is married, i can't tell because his hands are in his pockets... torturous because that could be like the main reason he is sad or what not!

holy toot.

so i am in uvu's library right  now, just got done printing out my resaearch for my final paper... pretty sure i have like a total of 100 pages of research to read... had to make sure i had enough information...
this weekend will be a long one that is for sure.
over and out