why so many questions??

why was this week so hard for me?
why didn't you call when i asked you to?
how did i face my biggest fears and say what i was feeling?
why did you wait so long to tell me you still care?
why can't someone who is so great keep a close friend?

      how was i so lucky to have the friends i have?

      why do people have a hard time trusting?

      what made me laugh when i was so sad? -temple

      why have i been making excuses instead of facing life and not taking the easy way out?

      what things have i missed out on from staying where it is comfortable to me?

             why do people get mad when you call to ask a quetsion?
              how come i love to draw, but not under pressure?
              how can two pieces of paper, and a boy on the other side of the wall keep me happy for 4 hrs?

              how come i was the only person in sweats at eight in the morning at work?

              why i am afraid to have two people i know at work?

              how come i didn't call off a date when i wanted too?

              how come my visit with my best friends ended so soon?

how can a boy be rather rude, and the same night be twitterpatting?

why is it that when i hear two boys sing together i get giggly?

what is so great about a boy i have known  since i was in sixth grade?

do i like boys who usually have long hair but have  recently gone extremely short?

why would someone say i am hot? is it some rude prank i am not in on?

why is it when a boy looks at me i turn red?

how come one simple car ride make me go crazy for the next 48 hours?

why can't i not read into things so much???

how come i forgot  something in a car, that was not ment to be forgotten?

why did i feel guilty after a great date?

too many questions.

why can't they all be answered tonight?