do i love my life? yes.

love it. 
i got onto fb just out of boredom, there is this boy who i recently started stalking there, and i noticed that a semi friend of mine posted on his wall...
she was on live chat, so of course i started asking her questions about this boy, so i could further my understanding of him, so i could eventually be in love with him (of course that is how my brain works:)
we get to talking, found out that she is actually pretty in love with this kid... i dear say even more then i am.
instead of just dropping the conversation, i stayed talking to her....
two hours later i convinced her to call him,
she actually did.
she had the nervous shakes, i also had the nervous shakes.
he didn't answer (lame boy).
she shot him a text, rather simple, extremely cute.

this was a very odd thing for me to do, i normally would have ended the conversation, and would have been bitter about the girl from then on.... but instead i ended up helping her (hopefully) patch things up with this boy.

helping people even in the oddest of ways like this situation will always be amazing!!
all i have to say is, i am happy i gave up my slight chance of me and him, for her big chance of her and him :)