do i love my life? yes.

love it. 
i got onto fb just out of boredom, there is this boy who i recently started stalking there, and i noticed that a semi friend of mine posted on his wall...
she was on live chat, so of course i started asking her questions about this boy, so i could further my understanding of him, so i could eventually be in love with him (of course that is how my brain works:)
we get to talking, found out that she is actually pretty in love with this kid... i dear say even more then i am.
instead of just dropping the conversation, i stayed talking to her....
two hours later i convinced her to call him,
she actually did.
she had the nervous shakes, i also had the nervous shakes.
he didn't answer (lame boy).
she shot him a text, rather simple, extremely cute.

this was a very odd thing for me to do, i normally would have ended the conversation, and would have been bitter about the girl from then on.... but instead i ended up helping her (hopefully) patch things up with this boy.

helping people even in the oddest of ways like this situation will always be amazing!!
all i have to say is, i am happy i gave up my slight chance of me and him, for her big chance of her and him :)

my new wish.

i have actually wanted this for a while, but i am finally ready to voice it :)
i wish i were a granola. . . . .  if you do not know what a granola is, i will explain it to you :)
it's a type of person, they love to hike, do anything physical, where hardly any make up, where shoes that show their toes and have lots of sturdy straps (tevas or keens) they almost always have a sturdy back pack with them that has a nice hose of water sticking out of it... and of course their main source of food is granola :)

i think it would be so fun to be a granola!!! hahaha or at least partially like a granola, and that is my new goal in life... i've always wanted it, so why the freak not get it??? ha
how you may ask, can sara gagon go from lazy bum to granola?.... not too sure honestly.
but.
i have purchased a road bike, so i will soon try and make that my means of transport :) also i am trying to eat tons of fruits and veggies, which i feel like granolas do that also lol. i am also running again, but i think i will actually be able to keep this time an actually constant thing :)
i will also pull out my keens (shoes with straps) from time to time, but i must admit that i love my other shoes too much to not wear them.       and i may not put as much makeup on anymore, well i've actually already started that, and i must admit is it amazing!!

hahaha so if you see a girl pull up to your house on a road bike, with a nice sturdy back pack, wearing odd shoes and no make up... don't fret, it's just the new me :)